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June 19, 2005
July 10
I had a very disturbing dream over the weekend. I haven't the slightest clue as to what the dream means, but it freaked me out.
In my first dream, I dreamt that I was at a funeral. I don't know who's funeral it was, but the person must've been popular. I remember the person's name being spoken in the dream, but I can't recall it while awake. I was sitting next to a lady that knew the woman being eulogized. The lady was talking to me. She asked what was my relationship with the dead woman. I said that I didn't know her and that Im at her funeral by mistake. I actually came into the funeral home because I thought it was the place that I was supposed to meet my mother & a friend.
The lady told me that I looked lost & confused. I replied by saying, "I am lost & confused". I kept looking over at the casket in the front of the room. I noticed that the casket was closed, so that added more mystery as to who this woman was. I was starting to get a bit nervous. I asked the lady next to me if she knew the date for that day. She said, "Today is July 10, 2005." I looked at the calendar on the wall and it read July 10. I said, "Today is my birthday. And nobody called me to wish me a happy birthday." I looked back at the casket & I woke up.
I went back to sleep. This time, I was with my mother & my friend. The date was still July 10. I was standing at a supermarket cash register, but my surroundings were festive. There was a festival happening. I can't remember if the festival was taking place in the supermarket or if the supermarker was at the festival. It was really odd. Everything was out of place. People were walking through me as if I didn't exist. I asked my mother if she could see me. She said, "No. But I hear you." My friend asked her who was she talking to & my mom started crying. Then I awakened again.
I've been analyzing this dream in my head non-stop. I can't get it out of my mind. I'm beginning to dread July 10, which really is my birthday. I sat on my bed saying aloud, "God am I going to die on my 26th birthday?" I don't know what the deal is.
Last year, I had a severe case of anxiety over turning 25. Now I fear that I'm going to die when I turn 26...or that someone close to me is going to die on my birthday.
This has been tripping me out.
Posted by Timi at June 19, 2005 8:39 PM
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Try to remember other aspects of the dream as well. It may have nothing to do with death or funerals. It could be interpreted to mean new life. Who knows? Dreams have a multitude of meanings.
Posted by: Quinton ![[TypeKey Profile Page]](http://ussclueless.net/huh/nav-commenters.gif)
at June 20, 2005 1:19 PM
Wow. that is scary. i dont like funerals at all. that is a weird dream. what did you eat before you went to bed? :) lol.
Posted by: brandi at June 21, 2005 12:00 PM
I have weird dreams all the time and haven't the slightest clue what ANY of them mean... so, don't worry we're in the same boat. (And when I say weird I mean weird..LOL)
Posted by: R7Soulkid at June 21, 2005 2:12 PM
timi,
wow, that is...
ok, here's my spin, my read. dreams tend to weave themselves from the sub, from our anxieties and fears. i think that was the case this time. also, satan (our adversary, who roams about like a roaring lion seeking whom we may devour; who comes but to kill, steal and destroy) likes to take advantage of our fears. i think it's healthy to recognize our mortalities. i also think that we should be in a state of constant anticipation, always being aware and making the most out of every opportunity, for the days are evil (because the world is, 'cuz we screwed it up in our sin).
so, having said all that, as your brother in Christ, i can only say, trust God. i don't think it was prophetic, but i think that God may be using that dream for your benefit.
i remember having a really scary dream a couple years back where i woke up, softly calling out my little brother's name. in the dream, i had lost him. so, after that i was pretty resolute to pray for him, pray and love him into the Kingdom. he's a Christian now. not solely through my efforts at all. but God had to teach me to be compassionate for my brother and his place before God.
but you're mood is cool. YAAAHHHH! (i feel like fozzi bear whenever i do that.)
Posted by: Jason Dye at June 21, 2005 7:46 PM
Hey sis, wow, that's quite an elaborate pair of dreams. Hmmm from what I've come to know about funerals in dreams, it kinda coincides with that Quinton said = a life change, another stage in life, a beginning of something new while the old is put to death. It also could mean someone's getting married. I've had tons of funeral dreams only to come to my waking life and hear someone's wedding announcements.
As for supermarkets, that's easy. Supermarkets that are stocked with tons of good food usually means that successful and bountiful good things are coming your way. Especially since you said the mood was 'festive' and that it was around that of a festival, or at one.
As for you being invisible, I'm not too sure about that one. But that simple detail might be the glue to piecing it all together.
Anyway, once again, Quinton said it best, you have to consider almost everything in a dream to get its full meaning, or multiple meanings.
Posted by: Christine aka Revolt at June 22, 2005 2:53 AM
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